My Journey Through Breast Cancer: Please excuse my writing, Im still having trouble seeing!!..... So the last time I wrote you all. You helped me get through a comment that was made to me. Well, asking Gods help and taking in what everyone had to say. I went back to my radiation treatment with a SMILE. Well, on the 1st I was really chipper and made a loving comments about God had a plan for me because Ive loved pink before I got Breast Cancer!! However, I was taken back by a comment from an employee at the Cancer Center, she said or maybe you deserved it. I dont think anyone deserves CANCER!!!! Mentally I was in shock and my body has broke down. I have chronic PSTD and my anxiety went out of control. Sleepless nights, not eating or drinking enough water my blood pressure has been really low. I finally told the Director and all he said was thank you for the card and than said the employee told him what was said. He didnt make any apologizes. I had enough and wasnt going back. Praying and asking God what I should do. The message come through clearly I need to finish the treats to further my life. But I did asked my surgeon if I could stop going to treatment. She said If I stop, I cant get my reconstruction surgery. I asked God for help and praying for the employees at the Cancer Center. Im so grateful for having a loving God. I wrote her a letter and thanking the employee for the comment. Also, asking her that no one deserves getting Cancer and to please leave me alone. Im so glad I only have 15 more to go.. My doctor ordered lab work and gave me some medicine to help me get better. Also, my doctor is filling a formal complaint. Ive need some kind of human interact and love. Saturday a really good friend took me out for lunch and shopping. SUNDAY my parent and my two nieces stop by, what a nice surprise. Gutting hugs and love was something I needed to go on!!.... I cant wait for the chemo to be gone, its such a negative force in my body. The area thats being radiated on has turned red, its like a sun burn but just on half my chest, back and neck. Your prayer and support is appreciated. Thank you, hugs and healing. Ill write again soon!!.... Chica
Posted on: Mon, 13 Oct 2014 11:16:11 +0000
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