My children may think I am mean, hateful etc.......But a Good mom worries about her young, always wanting the best for them. I have been a mother sense I was 14 and dont know how to be anything else......I wanted each and everyone of my children and did the very best I could raising them mostly alone! Even thou they are growing up on me it doesnt make it any easier now that they are grown. As I lay here wide awake crying the ones I dont see are on my mind and in my heart forever. What they dont understand is when something goes wrong or they do something wrong I blame MYSELF. The what ifs, I should have done this or that all start. The feeling that I have failed what I LOVE the most weighs heavy on my heart. You know you have a strong bond when your daughter runs screaming across a parking lot, hugs you and sobs at your presence because she misses you so much! God I wished I could go back to the days where they was under my wing and I could still protect them all.
Posted on: Tue, 04 Nov 2014 20:36:33 +0000
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