My last entry getting the cancer out of this house has been a cleansing I dreamed of and how can it be god gave me the courage to do it and the strength to get over this shame of hiding my hoarding disorder its been 10 days I have been cleansing my home and not have been in the dumpster since the flower episode that was the day I was devastated from the surprise visit from the fire inspection emergency assistant fire Chief, Martin. Earnst he said I was a ten on the hoarding scale and the backyard made me a 13 I feel rescued by being out of denial the rest god took over This dumpster saved my life and gave a hell of a lot of gifts when I was suicidal from family abuse dumpster diving soothed me at Christmas when I was alone year after year. My mother let me open up gifts outside never in the house she continued to keep me out because she had all her kids for the first time and with held that from me......I was heart broken when I found the pictures this dumpster will have a special place in my heart.........Chief said I am a clean Hoarder....omg lol that helps. This is me my friends I have been inside this dumpster many times ...love you all hope you understand I am trying to teach you.....xo Bob took the video.The only dumpster I looked in I pass my wishing well on to others.
Posted on: Fri, 16 May 2014 06:21:29 +0000
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