My life has definitely turned me into a direction that I couldnt see once before. One time in my life, I had so much doubt in myself and my future. Back then I also listened and took deep to heart what others thought about my choices in life. Seeing how everything is finally connecting now, I can at last see a straight path of what yet lies ahead. With this said, I am aware now that a part of me did in fact die awhile ago in 2011. ...2011 was one of the darkest hours of my life, and the anniversary of that day is right around the corner... I remember clearly of the events that had taken place that year, and while all were not good, I can still feel the pain of not being able to cope with everything that had been happening to me around that time, and so....while apart of me died, in trade an ogre was awakened inside of me. The ogre is what doesnt allow people to step over me when I sense that you are. The ogre was born from the despair in my heart. My road was once nothing but despair, and I once saw destruction in my future. Before the Ogre at that time, I was afraid, vulnerable, and unstable, and I didnt know how to speak up for myself. Even in my darkest hour, I still held on to a fraction of a strand of hope. My hope has always been you Seliyah Aki Franklin. There has never been a person in my life who has been able to hold me down and explain to me why I am so sad with life. She is my hope, and she has helped me progress as a person all in general. She helped me expel the despair in my heart. I started really believing in my beliefs much more, and taking life in a straight forward manner. My fiance, my family, my friends, and O.L.X.A, are the very things that keep me positive. Seeing where I have ended up makes me really think of where Id be if I didnt have friends or family.
Posted on: Sat, 08 Mar 2014 06:06:00 +0000
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