My patience and will have been tested more than ever lately . I got punched multiple times last night while I cooked dinner for everyone. I was also told I was a drunk now( I had half a beer last night and went to bed) Ive kicked meth, weed, and a bad attitude cold turkey . Im proud of me. If it wasnt my own mother maybe it wouldnt hurt my feelings so much. But it does. Im doing my best yo get back on my own two feet again. And treat others the way I want to be. I can only chalk her recent violence up to stealing narcotics from her x boyfriend who still lives here. That and drinking until shes mean... And her unhappiness with that. I dont judge anyone and I only want her happiness , I dont like being cut down by others unhappiness. Ive rented a room here for three years never missed a payment (which was every two weeks cause thats the amount of credit she gives me) Im now over a month behind . My unemployment ran out , and they dont give extensions in wa anymore... Im doing everything I can to keep a positive attitude and have faith that good things are ahead. Not just for me but her too. I hope she finds peace with her demons and figures out who really loves her(me) I will keep doing my best which is all I can do. But I removed her from my friends list cause of her mean vulgarity to me. I dont want it spilling over onto anyone I can vent to and recompose my sanity
Posted on: Mon, 10 Nov 2014 00:33:49 +0000
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