My spirit is kind of troubled today. Had a bad dream that woke me up in a horrible way. Then as my eyes opened, im realizing im still in bed and not having a job to go to. Ambition smacked the SH!T out of me. This no job situation got me going crazy. Ive alway maintained a job, or 2, or 3 ..since i was 18. Hard realization that im at a stand still with my income...plus i HATE window shopping wtf! I aint askn for noone to offer me a job..il get it on my own..thats wat ive always done..independent man rite here baby. But i got a call from one of my older homies and he wantd to stop by. He came thru with his bible. We startd with a prayer then got into Galatians..then Jeremiah...and the conversation continued nto more prayer. It felt relieving that i have a friend that knows who i am inside, knows wat ive been thru, and knows wat im goin thru now, to stop by n just pray with me n talk about having faith thru trials and tribulations. I WAS SO HAPPY I DROPD SOME TEARS. IVE BEEN PRAYING AND PRAYING FOR THE HOLY SPIRIT TO ENTER ME TO GIVE STRENGTH, WISDOM, CONFIDENCE, LOVE, AND MOTIVATION I NEED TO GET BACK FINANCIALLY WHERE I WAS A MONTH AGO. Like in the book of Matthew it said we shldnt have anxieties of whats to come but have faith in Gods love for us...that he will bless us with all we will ever need. Im human n i admit that its hard not to rely on urself all the time but i can NOT forget that my LOVING FATHER is on my side and he will not let me down, in this world or after life. (THANKS FOR READING) GOD BLESS US ALL AND HAVE FAITH IN GOD. HE LOVES US ALL! #HAVE/A/CHRIST/LIKE/DAY
Posted on: Wed, 04 Dec 2013 15:45:16 +0000