My suicidal prayer 2 most high God.... Dnt judge my stupidity bcz u dnt knw pain m going through. U dnt knw furnace of fire m in. U dnt knw de boiling stage m in. My vulnerability is de result of my pain my last resort suicide. I wont take innocent lyf. But I will end dis miserable one m in. Put an end 2 it. Bcz I dnt knw reason m living reason y m alive. Bcz seems lyk every1 enjoy taking pleasure in my pain. Enjoy seeing tearz falling down 4rm my eyez. Seeing me always troubled n without hope. Even do m in my own sad world I know He is with me. Yes all hv turned dey are back on me. Rejected disgrace I am. But I thank Him bcz He is with me. He nvr let me out of His face with my shame. He neither slp or slumber. He nvr get tired of my weary, my deep sincerely cry. My pityful distort voice. Dats y dis nite I Motloang Tokelo will commit suicide. Will let go of dis pain. End dis painful lyf. Father allow me n Person whom is ready dis post 2 say R.I.P my troubles, my weariness, my failure, my disappointment, my discouragement, darkness I ought 2 deal with everyday of my lyf 2nite Father I disown dem. In ur Name Father dey no longer my potion no more part of me. Allow us Lord 2 wake knew us. Resurrect lion in us as u did with Jesus. Allowed His death as lamp but rose as Lion of Judah. 2nite my Lord let us die along with our troubles, our weaknesses. But rise strong as Lions. Rose strong as ur double sided sharp sword word. Let us my Lord resurrect clean without sin. Without shame. Without nakedness, without being laughing stocks. Without being elements of reject. Elements of failure. Elements of pain. Lord 2nite I gv my soul 2 u my God. I gv my all. With all of my hrt n soul I cry 4 being born again. I cry 4 knew me. Sinless, painless, worry ness. In Jesus name I declare Amen. In Christ we trust
Posted on: Thu, 08 Jan 2015 19:26:42 +0000
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