My therapist had me watch this in our session yesterday. She asked me what do your thoughts look like. I said a tornado. It whirls around to where I cant focus on one thing at a time. She said the Military did that. As a medic I had to A. Control my patients shock. B. Control bleeding. C. Watch his back and mine at the same time. D. All while watching that clock. You see you have whats called the golden hour 60 minutes where that patient lives or dies. So you have that guy and two more. All with different injuries. Different clocks. Multiply that by no equipment. No gauze, having to think on your feet without stopping AND shoot back. So I thought about that. I took that with me into civilian life. Civilian jobs. I was Mr do it all. And when bosses get that type of person they use it. ALOT. So I have to unlearn what Ive learned. I cant be everything to everyone. I have to pick my battles cause hey lets face it Im being shot at now. Nobodys life is in my hands anymore. Best way to put it. Not my circus, not my monkies. Watch this vid its helpful
Posted on: Sat, 11 Oct 2014 04:48:53 +0000
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