My vision is very blurry. My right eye is swollen and hard to open this morning. It keeps leaking and causes the other one to leak. Im not in much pain just occasional irritation. Taking time off Ive had time to think. As a business owner I have others backing me up to keep business going, if something worse where to happen, I wonder how long could I depend on them. What if I werent the owner and just an artist how would I survive then? No benefits or retirement plan for tattoo artists. I struggle trying to be a better artist from trying to be a smart business man and I struggle in business trying to grow as an artist. Im struggling to do both by trying to be a good family man and father. I try to market all my artist to help them grow and in return help my business survive but doesnt feel very effective at times. I dont believe my self to be greedy or selfish but I am not complacent, satisfied or easily impressed. I like to see the growth in people not to get something in return but because I like being involved in their success and I know I will benefit. Ive tried helping and influencing many people around not just artist, in hopes of loyalty and reaching success together. Some people couldnt see past my flaws or agreed with my visions. Some had their own agendas and left. Some did it with class and respect, others cowardly without a hand shake or glance of an eye. Others have left due to treason and disloyalty. I hope one day they will remember me in their success or downfall and know I tried to help. I thank all those that have been patient with me and I hope you can see through all my flaws and understand Ive always had good intensions and wish success for us all. I wont stop until we can all eat together besides I dont know anyone that can enjoy a feist alone. Im not sure if Im asking for advise or enlightenment. I cant do much with one eye but reflect. I know it will heal soon and I can move forward. I know this is a good time to find clarity but find it hard to plot my next move.
Posted on: Sun, 21 Sep 2014 16:49:06 +0000
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