Northern California and Oregon I NEED WORK =========================== This Mercury retrograde thing seems to not allow me to talk outwardly but internally or the keys of the computer I can share. Today I cleaned a septic tank out, Mop suit and everything. Seems like I can do anything, be a producer, a director, an organizer, a counselor etc..etc.. do the dirty jobs when needed. I cant seem to get any work from my old community, kinda lost on how people I have helped out in the past dont seem to care or think I need work even when requested. Seems like Im not in that ball league anymore as I was a player then became a couch and decided to upgrade to become the promoter and outreach and yet i can get any work from the couchs.. Where is this so called Light network support system on Planet Earth. Im on the verge of tipping to babylon and being a part of them as my community of light in abundance seems to not care. This is my dark thoughts today as I sludged thru black shit that has been sitting for months. Taking on other peoples shit and not getting anything for it. Not literally for that one. I have respect and love for that person I helped out today. But overall seems I put myself out there and dont get anything back. People know this, seems like Im not on the radar anymore. I dont live by the standards of the hustle. Its dis heartening, Im a PTSD Veteran and seems my closest allies in my old life of farms seem to just not care. Ive known people when they were broke on the streets or being 1st time travelers and some of those people just dont care. Money is the root of all evil as it distracts and puts people/souls with a purpose on a material illusion and many I know have children and respect their priorities on that but many have so much abundance that many wont consider to help another out. I dont want Free Handouts.. I dont want spare change... I want to work..I am worth something, Im a spiritual soul in this body and in the material plane I have responsibilities of contracts I made to get my training so I need to make money to pay these debts off and also learn to progress and do these works of tribal activations. But its seems like Im going backwards and I DO NOT WANT TO BE IN POVERTY CONSCIOUSNESS.. Over it.. Shit GOD, I just want to work, someone pay off my credit cards and school debt and help me have my sons back and let me work.. WOrk for this planet, work to educate, work to maintain harmony.. But thats another post to hustle... California is a big hustle...hustle hustle hustle.. nothing grounded and long term is made here in community..Nothing.. Everything seems to made temporary until next party, next phat fashion cool trend and we get old. Ive lost money investing into others and never asked for funds back. If anyone out there needs a trained trimmer, farmer, organizer, filmmaker, lightworker activator.. please contact me...I will start pleading for work in this harvest season.. a little bit harder... Help ... Im available for WORK.... Im self sustained
Posted on: Mon, 20 Oct 2014 02:45:05 +0000
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