November 8, 2013 Day off. Kkk… why i feel like somebody who is jobless... Always have nothing to do recently... Ahhh... To be honest, im thinking about my plan recently. Actually, we both want to go back to taiwan in near future, but… i feel the day it comes too fast. I dont even know what am i doing here yet. So… its not about my persistence, i just want to be responsible to everything and myself. First, maybe i went to abroad was a… it just liked a journey even a joke? From beginning, i just want to leave my workplace, because at that time i was so suffocated, i lost my energy, my motivation, my interest while i was working. The fatigue was from inside, not about the labor. The stress crushed me and made me unhappy, so i decided to leave. After left, i started chasing my dream--- go abroad. In the philippines, i think that period was the most wonderful experience in my life. I met a lot of friends there, regardless of nationality, gender or age, we all had different purposes and all of us were striving for our target there. Ummm... Even at that time i didnt have any clear target to be strived, but i met someone who i really liked there. I think that is enough, it is worth. Kkk Ok, lets get to the point. Nowadays, since I went to aussie, everything changed again. Maybe due to my first job here is a picker of the farm. So i live in suburb, my wage, friends, even daily life is totally different from i thought. So, i was shocked. Is this what i want? All i want to do in australia that i can do it in taiwan, actually. And it is cheaper, more convenient , even happier than here. Because i can go anywhere with my friends even just myself anytime, no one can tie me.This kind of feeling is getting stronger time by time... Actually, im fed up with this feeling for a long time. If i cant stand up for my standpoint, that would be so ridiculous--- why I still here? I dont like and i cant except someone who is quitter easily. Give something up is much easier than hold it on, i know it. But before you give up on it, dont you think that you should take some responsibilitylies for yourself? there is no anything can be eternal, at least, thats what i believed. So… try to catch up with everything that you might could do by your own, thats the way i insisted. Umm... Thats what I want to say, thats all. I hope everything will be alright. God,, dont make me hesitated anymore!!! ahhhh~~~…!! and please give me some motivations clearly to stay here!!! come on…!!
Posted on: Sat, 09 Nov 2013 22:51:51 +0000
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