Now that Im gone, (Dear Dad) My father is the worst. He never wanted me, I could tell. He never gave me his love, He treated me as a burden my entire life. When I barely asked anything of him, he would reply with incompetence or excuses, Maybe later, or Why cant you do it yourself?, but when I was 10, 2 new members of the family came along. He gave all of his love, attention and help to them, but not me, The first-born child, the one who struggles in school because all of the kids pick on him and hate him. The one who feels like he will never be enough, because whether it be at home, or at school. There is no love. His mother expects him to get all As but she doesnt get it. This poor soul just wants it all to end, at the age of 10. I never knew what having a family was like, we were torn apart before I could even remember. Part of me thinks that it was for the best though. but part of me thinks that I should know. Know what its like to come home to a smiling family with siblings and parents all together. I use to wish for that everyday in the past, but now? Never. When I was 15 I was diagnosed with cancer, I asked him how it made him feel, he didnt even answer. He still ignored his dying son, making plans with his side of the family without him. When all his life, hes felt an outcast, Thinking he would never be loved. His family getting whole family portraits, without the one whose time is limited. When we lose our loved ones to time and disease, We fill ourselves with regrets, We say i should of ___ more with them, or I wish I told them ___ before they passed So I wonder father, Now that Im long gone, Do you have regrets? (First draft, dont hate pls.)
Posted on: Thu, 07 Aug 2014 04:27:06 +0000
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