Now you´re gone It was just a matter of time that we got seperated from war to peace without turning my life in some hatred too long I had lasted that desiring wish for some rest no more efforts in vain for some moments to be on my best It was just a change from worse to better conditions no contradictions, frictions, no inner struggle for decisions your exaggeration for some material standards in living mattering just the value for the bling bling and the ping ping I couldn´t understand you married me without love saying it was just a proportion of the best choice never I could understand the damage you caused you managed to spread out to even your own sprout It was the promise that day of our marriage I wanted to make true not the paper but the intentions for an everlasting endurance to grow, to unfold yourself as a Godgiven human being in full in respect and reflection weighing against eachothers vengeance Such a shame for your descendant for his future life look what you did willingly for destroying his survive no chance of even investing in some good education a waste of talent in growing perspectives for evaluation I curse you for reasons you should know now for worse I took you for a while when you f*cked up your situation but happily kicked you out without any merciful obligation and now till the present day I feel no repentance nor remorse It is a burden to carry with all my life with penance you destroyed a youngsters life only for your egoism for your own selfish needs of utter looks and vision no devotion, no need to work, nor triving for ambition But look where we have landed upon like some Omaha Beach where souls of dead young men still are haunting their spirits like mine yearning for some understanding in some reflection some knowledge what and why should happened in negation One day you will stand before your God proclaiming responsibility Tuesday, 8 october 2013
Posted on: Tue, 08 Oct 2013 13:45:01 +0000
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