O Never say that I was false of heart, Though absence seemd my flame to qualify! As easy might I from myself depart, As from my soul, which in thy breast doth lie: That is my home of love; if I have ranged, Like him that travels I return again, Just to the time, not with the time exchanged, So that myself bring water for my stain. Never believe, though in my nature reignd All frailties that besiege all kinds of blood, That it could so prepostrously be staind, To leave for nothing all thy sum of good: 9)Cold in the earth?and the deep snow piled above thee, Far, far removed, cold in the dreary grave! Have I forgot, my only Love, to love thee, Severed at last by Times all-severing wave? Now, when alone, do my thoughts no longer hover Over the mountains, on that northern shore, Resting their wings where heath and fern-leaves cover That noble heart for ever, ever more? Cold in the earth, and fifteen wild Decembers From those brown hills have melted into spring: 10)You look so peaceful lying there With your hands folded upon your chest. You look like you are sleeping But you are at eternal rest. So Long For Now. Not a hair out of place, Your make-up nicely done, A beautiful smile upon your lips - For now you are with Absalom. When someone special passes on It does not mean they are gone, Though they are no longer with us Their memory still lives on. It hurts so much to lose a friend - Especially one that is trustworthy and kind. Nan Legge, you were that special friend, A rare and special find. Nan Legge, you will always be with me In spirit and in mind. You will always have a special place in my heart Forever until the end of time. Nan Legge, I will not say Good-bye. This is not the end. So I will just say, So long... Until we meet again. 11)Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl It feeds on loneliness and creates a void Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture A teenager is stricken and destroyed There is no sound of laughter or happiness here The little one has thrown in the towel today Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul It is futile to hope and dream and pray Emptiness builds a home in this woman In this girl, this child where hollows have bred A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes And eats away at every connecting thread Confusion feeds like a savage inside her, Leaving nothing considered worthy remains Destined to walk through life less ordinary Alone, exiled, different and disdained. 12)Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love. 13)Your beauty intoxicates all you encounter, Yet you fail to notice, This is your blunder, Youve had a rough time, Though now it is over, But yet you continue clinging to what is left over, And in doing this your depression grows deeper, Pulling you apart at the seams, Causing you to unravel and fall to you knees, Pondering desperately: How much worse can it be? To ease your mind of your terrible burden, You bargain with Satan (as if he cares), Giving you a release, in turn for your soul: That you believe tarnished and not worth much at all, When all of your friends have been with you till now, But here comes the crossroads up ahead, They give you a choice: Stand tall or fall down. You have your beauty and charm, Your intelligence and grace, Good friends and your health, What more does it take for you? 14)Every new beginning, comes from some beginnings end. Every time you kill me, I am born again. Every time you close that door, Another door is opened. And every time you say goodbye, a different word is spoken. Every time you look at me my back is facing you, And every time you ask to see me Ill have something else to do. Every time I join your game, Youre not playing fair, And every time I really love you, I pretend that I dont care. 15)I keep waiting for the phone to ring Yet I know it wont be you; I try to fill my life with busyness Yet all I do is think of you. What became of us And all our dreams and plans; How could you turn and walk away As I watched our castles turn to sand? Do you never even miss me Dont you long to caress my face; How could you forget so easily And You I cant erase? I want to be in your arms again To see the laughter in your eyes; But I guess the jokes on me And Oh! Was I surprised! 16)She remembers it all, All the people who had said They cared, but did they really? She remembers it all, The sound of laughter and How happy shed been, but was she really? She remembers it all, His arms around her and He said I love you, but did he really? She remembers it all, The pain shed felt when he left, How her heart ached, but was it really? She remembers it all, The feeling of being so alone, The feeling no one cared, but did they really? But now theyll remember her, Staring at the knife in her hand How easy to slit her wrists, but will she really? 17)At first, remember how you promised? It would be soft and tender, A loving feeling to remember. But, instead . . . You made me feel like a whore, My body laid out in front of your eyes to adore. And I wondered how this could be, We were finally together, you and me. I was only a piece of flesh, No loving thing, And that was the night this angel was stripped of her wings. You hurt me, caused pain And what was I to gain? This tiny life that is inside, When I found out I could have died. Something that once had the chance to be so sweet, Turned out to be nothing to you but a piece of meat. The pain I felt, My heart you made melt. This pain can never be recovered, Because I will always have a reminder of my first lover. Something he will not see for a while. He does not know that we made a child. 18)I was very upset about what had just happened in my life. The girl I was in love with decided that it wasnt going to work anymore. I knew it too, but did not want to face the reality of it until I was forced to. 19)My belt loosens slowly. Reminders of you stay fresh in murky ponds of suffocating tadpoles. Wake me in the morning, when the sun shines again. Its frightening when all I know falls apart. And all I know is you. Hunger squeezes me tighter. My soul sags with exhaustion. Ashtrays fill with sleepless nights. Weeping intensifies my anxiety. Can tomorrow come without you... here today? The cheap chandelier falls on my face. The rose filled lamp explodes in my hands. Pain is unrecognizable. All I knew was you. You. My love. 20)I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, When we were one, back then. But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find Im back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times we lay together with A sense of you , a sense of me. So now, I journey on alone, Forever wandering, in my thoughts, And I shall ask you once again, What good is love. 21)I had a girlfriend that, after we broke- up, I longed over for a couple of years. Then one day, I just got tired of feeling the feelings I knew would never be anything again. I decided it was time to move on. A Lesson Ive learned a lot of lessons In the short time I have lived Ive learned how to appreciate And Ive learned how to give. But in these past few months Theres two Ill remember most Ive learned how to love And Ive learned to let go. You entered my life with such a force And left it with one as strong And though we tried to make it last We both knew it wouldnt be long. I lie at night and think about How Im the one to blame. If only I would have trusted you, I could have missed this pain. And so I spent each day of my life With my heart in pieces And when I thought it could never be cured, Something happened; I expected it least. I guess my soul was all cried out, And it was tired of being used. And even though I know Im guilty, I was tired of being accused. And so Ive learned to end this Without an urge to cry These are my final words to you, I love you and goodbye. 22)The pain that remains from that one special persons parting, leaves you forever changed - And always wishing for that innocence to be restored. Painful Love Watching you from across the room sends searing pain through my heart. I think back to a year ago, when I thought wed never part. My love for you just wont die down - it just grows with each new day. I wish youd dare to look at me and hear what I have to say; I love you and I want you back - but these words you just wont hear. You dont seem to remember them - all the memories I hold dear. You were my first kiss, my first love and now you dont even care. How could you just blow it away? We were the perfect pair. you seem content to let me go - Youre doing fine as you are, while Im still missing how we were. We had the best love by far. 23)Do you have the same pain as I feel. Why did you gave up. If you would have tried, We could have won. Life is like hell without you. Better to stop it. I am living without you like I am in coma. I never knew how quickly I would go from someone you loved to someone you used to know. The sad thing is I don’t know how to get over you. You can’t be in control and in love at the same time. Love makes you vulnerable. Trust your heart but know the consequences too. You were the last thing I needed in my life. You were completely the wrong person to fall in
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