OK I am going to go on an emotional rant right now because frankly I need it... I just feel like life keep screwing me.. Every time something goes good, or I start to feel happy about something, everything goes to hell. I finally got my van back after months of it not running, and now there is something else wrong with it, and its not good. we dont have the money for a new car right now, and we just put a good 1000$ into this one. My husband just tells me that I never should have bought it, and he just feels the need to keep reminding me of that fact... Like I dont already regret buying it. I just dont know what to do. I am a relgious person and I pray, every night I pray, and so I dont know if I am doing it wrong or what but ever since I quit my job last Sept things have been going downhill. Is this my punishment for wanting to spend time with my kids. I had a nice reliable car, I had to give back because once I didnt have a job I couldnt afford it anymore. We struggle to pay our bills, but they get paid. I feel like I am failing. Failing as a mother and as a wife, and I hate that I am so stressed out while being pregnant. i keep trying to come up with a way to make some money but I am not crafty at all. I do some of the online garage sale things but they dont really go over all that well. I just want to give up, but I know I cant because of my kids. And I dont always feel like this, but I am just to my breaking point. So glad I have my midwife appointment tomorrow, maybe I can get something to help......... Thanks for letting me rant :(
Posted on: Wed, 07 Aug 2013 00:39:40 +0000
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