OK everybody. Im back from the doom and gloom from yesterday. Thanks to, first, The Lord God Almighty, and next you incredibly Special Friends of mine who I treasure and cherish every moment of my Life!!! Your Prayers and your incredible loving and kind comments touched my Heart and rescued me from a deep despair that I may have stayed in had I not had them. And I am Grateful!! The events of yesterday dont happen to me much (as I normally dont concede to it), but sometimes Life just gets sooo overwhelming and it seems like yesterday came crashing down on me all at once. Most all of you who know me, know that the best thing in my Life is making peoples Lives just a little bit better on a daily basis. I think the Greatest Gift God could bestow on a person as He did me. But I started thinking about the incredible loss of a most incredible Business Norbert and I built which was my vehicle to make a huge and lifelong difference in peoples lives through music. Particularly Chartbuster Karaoke music. And the thousands of Recording Sessions at the World renowned Big Mamas Recording Studios (over 5000 to be exact), that hosted people from all over the World, made possible for our Customers, which will stay with them, their Family, Friends and Fans for an eternity. And lets not forget the most unforgettable Big Mamas Karaoke Cafe where lives were transformed, families brought together in such an incredibly positive and clean way and created all the life long friendships, marriages, babies, Birthdays, Anniversaries, Special Events and way more then I could ever mention, were made possible there. So how much more of a Special and rewarding life could I have had then that? Every single one of you touched my Life on a daily basis, including my second family...my Incredible Staff. And yesterday as I started looking back at the most amazing 25 years of my Life, the loss of all that through lies, greed and betrayal, took me to my knees and all of a sudden I just felt this overwhelming sense of loneliness of not having everyone of you in my Life through the very thing we created, then worse, lost in such an Evil way. And to have my second family turn their backs on me as if they never even knew me was even more painful then I could possibly bear. And that was Yesterday. But now I have things back into perspective and I am not gonna lie down any longer and let them have the satisfaction of squashing me through many unreasonable Legal agreements that would make me keep my silence. So, instead of laying down like a withered loser, I have begun the process of exposing the real chain of events that took place as I saw it unfold, (and which I documented), of everything that took us years to build, dwindle away in such a horrible, nasty and just plain mean manner and in only a matter of a very few short months and destroyed by Evil people, I am implementing my plan to move forward. And not out of revenge, but to right a terrible wrong that was committed in such a low down nasty way, especially from one in particular that was considered a close family member for a very long time. I have Prayed about doing the right thing for two very long years and I now have my answer, straight from God and I feel great about it. Finally! I forgave them immediately after they virtually destroyed our lives and or ability to make peoples dreams come true. They, on the other hand, only care about the money, while it was never about the money for us. And then there is my book that I hope to have completed by the end of the year, that will start in 1989, the beginning and end with the facts (backed up by documentation) of what really took place. And until I complete this whole process, I just cannot rest or be totally rid of my pain...forever. Shortly I will launch my Kickstarter project in order to fund the completion of my book and will be asking for your help. And if you want to give, it will be much appreciated. If not, you will still be appreciated and always Loved by me anyway for the Blessings you brought into my Life, however that was. So. I felt like I owed you all an explanation about what really happened to me yesterday and there it is. And I may cause myself more harm and pain by going on with my plan, but I figure how much worse could it get? They stripped us of everything we ever worked for. I now have nothing and did nothing wrong, so what do I really have to lose? A very bad position for them to be in as I see it. Oh. I forgot to mention that what they did also cost me my marriage to the other Brilliant half that built this Business, my soon to be ex of 25 years. And that they too hoped would happen. They all encouraged me to get rid of him. Which I had no intention of doing, but it just destroyed him and he has never fully recovered. So good for them, they got what they wanted. Now Im gonna do the very same thing for both him and I. I figure the worst thing that can happen is they put a hit out on me and remove me from this Earth. But somehow, I just do not think God will let that happen, and I am banking on it. So there you go. The cat is out of the bag, and I feel Great!! Thanks everyone for all the Love and Prayers !! With God and yourselves behind me, I will overcome!! I Love You all so very much!!!! And I am Grateful!!! And I could sure use those Prayers through this process, which will take some time. Thanks again. I will always Love you!
Posted on: Sat, 12 Jul 2014 09:41:00 +0000
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