ONE LIE TOO MANY PART 19 Its the day of the termination, Taylor was right beside me, holding my hand and telling me i was going to be ok, he had a party at his house going on that same night and wanted to hurry it up, i was pissed that his party came before my health and what Im about to do meant nothing to him. 3hours later im back on my hospital bed dizzy and numb, i kept vomiting and nurse explained itll ware off after a few hours but dont to do any heavy lifting.... Driving home i felt hungry, we stopped over at KFC and i ate like no tomorrow only for everything to throw up again. When we got to my house i walked straight into the house without saying anything to Taylor what made it worse was he just drove off. I cried myself to sleep that night in pain and in sorrow of what i had done. It took me a very long time to recover from it and man was it a hard journey especially doing it on my own emotionally. That night i hadnt heard from Taylor, not a single txt or phone call to check up on me to see if i was ok or if i was feeling alright The following morning i called him, when he picked up i went off at him, all he did was cry over the phone and said he was sorry and that he had told his parents about what had happened, he was really drunk and upset so he blabbed to his mum who told his dad who almost murdered him for being stupid and immature. I had to put aside my anger and what i went through to stay strong for our relationship and keep him calm and reassuring him that everything was going to be ok and that we can work past it. That was the worst year of my life, Ive never felt so insecure and doubtful in my life, it took us a while to get back to how we were back then but i knew it was never going to be the same.... thats when my trust issues began.... The next year it was coming up to his birthday, he kept going in about a PS3 so i bought him one and wasnt going to give it to him till i finished work the next day... 12amon the dot. I sent him a txt to say Happy Birthday Babe, i have a huge surprise for u aaaaand also im taking u out tonight. I love u... Its now 12pm and still no txt from him... i started to worry abit, i had so many things running through my head... 1:30pm Taylor: hey sweety sorry bout the late txt was out for a run earlier and fell asleep again lol oooohhh looking forward to seeing you tonight beautiful. I love you so much xo Me: ok cant wait to see u to I just wanted the day to end already so i could see my boy. That night was meant to be a good night for both of us instead it took a turn for the worst. As we pulled up to my house i was in my room trying to hide his present being all excited and happy he walks in. Taylor: Well babe you look really beautiful Me: Thank u baby u dont look to bad yourself Taylor: gotta look good for my baby. He kisses me real passionately on the lips, i had to break away for air lol Me: close your eyes i have a something for u Taylor hops onto my bed like a little kid and bounces up and down, i grab my bra and put it in his hands Me: open your eyes hun Taylor: what the..... i hope this means im getting some tonight lol Me: u wish buddy hahahahaa I pull out his real present and put it in front of him. Taylor had a look of excitement in his eyes. He ripped away the wrapping to reveal his PS3 hes been on abouy for months along with a new samsung galaxy phone and tablet lol Taylor: oh baby your the best this is the best present ive gotten ever, what would i do without you I LOVE U. He tackles me onto the bed and starts kissing everywhere, in had to break away or else well miss our reservation. As we made our way to the restaurant i felt my phone vibrate, i didnt bother to check it as it was a private message from facebook, i thought eh its probably Sam asking for me to buy him smokes on my way home. We had such a great time, we ate, laughed and played our silly games as usual, i felt tired so it was time to head home as he had an early gym session in the morning and i had an early shift... on our way home he kept telling me how much he appreciates me and how much he loves me, i just loved hearing him say it.. when we got home i changed into my pjs while he sat on my bed playing with his new phone, i thought this was the best night ever.... i thought wrong..
Posted on: Tue, 27 Jan 2015 23:10:30 +0000
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