October 5th 2014 Hi groovers hope you all had a great day and enjoyed the sunshine, big hi to the following people away on holidays Baz, Leanne, Dylan, Pete, Bev, Shayne and Sue hope your all having a great time. Today there was no dog training because it is a long weekend, so Karen did some training at home and then began to sterilize the house again. I sat outside for a while and also did some work, like clean my golf bag rack and then moved it inside to the spare room so it wont get so dirty. I know you may not want to hear this but I did promise this site was about my journey and that includes my bad days and good days. Well today was a little bad mainly due to I was feeling really flat, and could not be motivated to do anything. Once lunch came I just sat inside and watched movies, I was trying to be positive but found it hard for some reason. I went up and did a little research on my cancer and tried to understand whats ahead of me, and sometimes its a little daunting. I finished on the PC and went down the back and watched another movie. Karen sat next to me and said are you ok and I told her how I was feeling and her reply was that is going to happen and there will be worse days and better days. It was time fir dinner and I was surprised to find out it was one of my favorites curried sausages yum yum. After having dinner I started to feel a little better and tried to get my happy face and attitude going, so I thought it was time to write my post while it was all fresh in my mind. So today for me was a very quiet day and I just need to not start to wallow in this thing that is happening to me and realise there are going to be much harder days ahead. Tomorrow is another day and I will need to focus on the real objective here and not start to feel sorry for myself I need to kick myself in the arse and get my shit together. Well my appointment with the oncologist isnt far away and I will find out when my chemo starts, and my radiation therapy. I am going to call on a few people for some time and support during this because I dont want to ware Karen out having to be there everyday for the six or seven weeks. So thats it for today folks sorry its a little bit of a bore today but guess its not always going to be fun and laughs talk to ya all tomorrow.
Posted on: Sun, 05 Oct 2014 09:56:02 +0000