Officially enrolled in IEC (Electrical School) starting Auguest 19th -- talking to a friend of mine I thought of how me and my coworker were saying I wish I started this 4 years ago, Id be making bank by now then I realized what Ive seen, felt and heard in the past 4 years... the love Ive felt, the freedom Ive felt, the pain that Ive endured, the lessons Ive learned... how much I have grown and how much it shows... and any notion of thinking that ANYTHING in my past should be ANY different completely melts away... I am where I am right now for a reason and it feels RIGHT. I am looking at the future with so much ferocity, grit and positivity now that things that used to derail me are now immediately shrugged off; not a boulder causing a drag, but a piece of gravel on my very wide and open road.. What is out of my control is but a little bump that makes things a little less perfect... What is IN my control is looked at with a confidence that I feel I may have lacked my entire life; identify the problem, figure out the solution, keep an everflowing sense of self awareness during the process, finalize what needs to be done in my mind, then execute in reality.. The results have been prevalent and my Taurus sense of pride is always present. In all that I feel and do, I feel proud of myself and my actions.. Even in my mistakes I feel as if Im looking at them from an outside perspective or a retrospective and because of this, what used to be a cause for self doubt, pity or negativity and anger is now limited to a short lived moment of weakness followed by a direct strengthening and learning of the lesson... even if it wasnt me who inflicted it. (because we all know that life will inflict what it will and gift what it will, so we must roll with the punches and thrive from the hugs) If I had to sum it up in one word Id say headstrong... but thats missing so much of the visceral, animalistic, masculine energy and attitude that is making me live the way that I live and feel the way that I feel... I feel rugged, I feel fierce, I feel lovely. -- and I hope the rest of the world feels with me
Posted on: Fri, 08 Aug 2014 00:38:52 +0000
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