Often when I post on FB, it is almost never about me, personally. Today’s post is all about me (not Mainstage, nor my family and friends per se). 2014 presented me with a great deal of life altering circumstances, challenges, and decisions. It seemed that negative energies were bombarding me at every turn and with each new encounter or incidence, my confidence, my vision, talents, and commitments were challenged. Even my relationships with others at every level were in a state of limbo, being held hostage by insecurities and self doubts. It seemed that everything I believed in, all of my values, and all of my instincts were being challenged to the point where I needed to ask if maybe I was wrong, out of touch, ineffective. By mid-summer, all of this negativity and darkness began to have an effect on me physically. It was time to make some decisions. Time to retreat or to advance, but staying still was not going to be an option. I am blessed that at my darkest time, I had been guided to a path of renewal and light. A path which validated the vision and values that have guided me for so long. A path that strengthens my commitments and grounds me in confidence. A path that shows me that there is much still to be done and there is absolutely no time to waste worrying about things of the past, as they are past and cannot be changed, and that the future is nothing more than a dream, or a wish. My time is NOW, this second, and every minute must count. So many wonderful and new people have been brought into my path since mid- summer and it seems that their purpose is to help show me the way. I am grateful to them, and grateful to everyone who’s support has helped me through that difficult time. I am wildly excited about 2015, and grateful for those dark days of 2014, for they have helped me to emerge stronger and committed more than ever to being all that I can be, today, and each day to follow. In the words of one of my favorite musical comedy characters, Moonface Martin in ANYTHING GOES, “It is always darkest just before they turn on the light,” :-) Happy New Year!!
Posted on: Wed, 31 Dec 2014 19:55:55 +0000
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