Oh my yall I just had my true first melt down with my youngest. Sure hes gotten in trouble for typical little boy things. But this is one time I knew I had to be firm because he is the baby he sure was acting like it. Screaming and crying sitting in one spot because he couldnt find his back pack. Ok maybe Im just harsh but as Tom Hanks said theres no crying in baseball recently he wants to do all these big boy things and he knows hes mommas baby. I guess he isnt use to the harder side of me. This year I had a major realization he will always be my baby. But durnit hes got to learn how to start being a young man at some point. And sitting down crying over not being organized with school because he walks in immediately thinking he can have video game time over homework. No sir!!! That didnt fly with momma, this morning rather it made my temper fly. I know it wasnt funny but oh Lord if I could have been a fly on the wall. Whatever my look was along with the boy you better stop all that crying now before I get a pacifier. Because I will not am not going to listen to it. Made him jump up like a soldier and off out the door he was. Literally me having to holla up the driveway to his sister hes on his way plz tell mrs Kathy to wait. If you know anything about my health. You know in 2012 I had a heart attack, I have Chrons/ Ulcerative Colitis and at a very young age was diagnosed with chronic pain. Lets just say the bp was up, the tummy rolling, and I didnt realize how upset I had gotten. Until when I took a deep breath and it hit me how severe the pain was. Not to mention I need a root canal right now. Pain is now taking over my body. So is guilt but I cant show him that. Or he will forever think he can cry and momma will fix every problem he has. I wont always be there to do just that. As much as I would love to. I cant he has to learn to become a young man. So here I go to calm down some more with more prayer. Praying yalls day starts off a lot better than that. May all your day be blessed.
Posted on: Fri, 19 Sep 2014 12:26:37 +0000
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