Ok, AFGO moment. More tests (medical and spiritual). Had CT scan last week to determine what was cooking with lesions on my lungs. Got a call from the pulmonary docs office with mixed news. They hadnt changed in size since July which meant he didnt need to see me for 6 months.....and...wait for it....a nodule was detected on my right breast and he wanted me to have a mammogram to check it out. My immediate response was ok, whats the message, lesson, what do I need to do? and then I felt really pissed off. I have been doing all I can to maintain wellbeing, knocking it out of the park in cardiac rehab, taking time to rest, practicing setting boundaries, being self expressed in all of my relationships, asking for and receiving oodles of support. Not really feeling sorry for myself in a why me? way, but instead, a Come on, Universe...enough already! I have been approached by well meaning, loving friends about various nutritional programs, products, opportunities. Hard to know which way to go with it. I have been the recipient of loving energy healing and massage from talented friends, for which I am grateful. I feel a bit like the wind has been taken out of my sails. I asked myself what I needed and the first answer was my mommy. So, she and I had a conversation in which she (from the Other Side), reminded me that I was my mothers daughter and would get through anything that faced me. Thanks, Mama-cakes ~
Posted on: Wed, 05 Nov 2014 23:17:57 +0000
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