Ok. So...this is me Godzilla!! From Sea to Land with these idiots I work for- Primitive brain function at its root. Yes. Survival. -Now home trying to ease myself out of Fight mode. I just left a very intense situation with my employer. She slammed the front door as she was leaving with the little one. She did this, because I was standing up for Myself ( not taking her crap- in a very professional, civilized manner (unlike her). This of course infuriated her because at one point during discussion - I simply walked away as she was going on and on. This woman lives and functions on confrontation, negativity, drama. These negative traits are her fuel. It will be almost a year in February that I work for them- as their childrens Governess. I understand that word is not common anymore, but that is what I am at work. -Anyway, I just need to get this out of my system. I have severe neck/back pain because of the intensity working for these people. I am not going to be a doormatt- and will continue to protect mine and the childrens rights. So, yes. I am Godzilla and Iron Man- Wonder Woman and Bionic Woman- at work. Furthermore, I am the childrens Teacher, Mother, Father, Grandparents, Confidant, Friend. These are all the roles I play 55-66 hrs/ week. I have been their Lifeline. -I also finally made the decision in November to begin the job hunt again. I cannot, will not anyone- destroy the vitality, buoyancy and joy of my essence. Not anyone. Ok. I am home now. I am safe and secure. And let the battle begin again- tomorrow!! Ok. I can rest for now. Thank you Evolution- for the combination of my lovely primitive brain and prefrontal cortex. Yes indeed! ~ The beauty of Life continues, as my pendulum swings to- and fro. Now in that clear blue stream.... flowing~~~~~~~~~ Yes. Life is Good. Besos y bendiciones~ Ok. Now for some comedy central..... !! ;) (((((
Posted on: Wed, 07 Jan 2015 00:40:47 +0000