Ok here I go this post is not to go ham as I have been lately but to thank and address everyone weather it be for concern or gossip publicly I have showed my emotions of my personal life on Facebook all though some of you might not have done or agreed to but it has been my savior mentally I have wanted to blame my husband or a women or the world but I have learned that as a Christian woman and or wife I am to blame for some of this you might not understand were Im coming from but I know that I myself should have done more at not allowing myself to slip into ignorance and of the world lusting over my husband and not god giving him the courage and power to violate me as his wife and not having respect for me I am not saying he was not wrong yes but my rants and antics gave him more power and less to respect I thought I could shame him into honor or respect but thats not my job and he is not my idol I lost track of gods mercy and grace and placing him in his proper order god first and my husband second the proper order for things to go according and I cant not be like him and the world by being evil but godly and I will be blessed but this is my testimony that I am very grateful and humbled by this because it has made me read my bible and I have learned that its not in my hands but gods and I will continue to have faith in love god and my husband because its godly and I learned that if its ment to be so be it Christ himself has paid for far more valuable of anything man can CONCIEVE in my marriage or divorce so I will try to stay focus and thank all of you that has said something to me in this time I have heard all of you may god bless us all
Posted on: Thu, 04 Sep 2014 08:21:43 +0000
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