Ok here it is, Ive been told Ive changed and Im not the same person anymore, there is alot that people dont know about me except for maybe a select few, Im not gonna go into full detail, Im only gonna go back as far as of 2008, from 2008 to about 2012 I didnt have my head on straight I was making very bad decisions/choices. I didnt want to work I was either quiting my jobs or getting fired, but in 2011 I got with the a gal who helped me change my life around well some what she showed me the true meanings love care and respect but I was still hoping from job to job but at the same time I made my life all about her, then in april of 2012 I lost a really good job which wasntt my fault for once, I couldnt find another job then come augest I had to move to Arizona to live with my parents found a job things we,re going good up until January or 2013 my gf broke up with me for reseasons I also wont go into but now we are good friends, but while I was with her and even after we broke up I kid dropped everyone I knew off the face of the earth and quit talking to everyone. I came back here to arizona I was constantly down I was gaining weight I got up to I would have to say almost 430 lbs if that I didnt care about myself until maybe five months ago I was talkimg to a guy I play call of duty with he said something that just made since and started making me think, Im not a diet /healthy food person anyone who knows me knows that, So I did what I thought was best I cut drinking sodas and quit eating junk food and cause of that Im now down to some where between 340 to 335 lbs, I have made it to be a goal to get down to 250lbs which Im trying for. Some thing that has been a really big change in my life, is I listen to christian music everyday and read the Bible which I thank my ex for she got me back into the holy spirit when we got together, I havent been to church since we splint and thats because I cant find a good church like the one we went to, but i keep with the music and the bible reading, The job I have now I have been with for over two years I never keep job that long in which I am very proud of myself for. Im gonna try my best or hardest to start talking to my friends again, There is one thing I am ultimately greatful for and that is my parents these last couple years they have been my morral support, I dont ask anything from them but they are always there for me even when I dont ask for help they help me. I wish I could say more but the rest is best unsaid, to my family and my friends I know things havent been right Im sorry I dont talk to you all I thank you for still being a part of my life I love you all
Posted on: Tue, 13 Jan 2015 10:06:32 +0000
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