Ok, so Ive been asked multiple times about what happened with me and we were so happy etc etc. Well Im going to explain to EVERYONE so they can just see it. Out in the open... One night, she went out to a rave with her friends, well while she was out with her friends a girl started texting me and flirting with me around 3 am. Not only did I not stop this and remind her, YES, remind her, that I was in a relationship and stop it. I let it happen. The next day when I went to Tiffs house to see her she told me about the rave and stuff that had happened while there. I didnt tell her about the girl. We talked about the rave and cuddled, kissed, hung out until she had to go to work. I kept texting the girl. I was texting her while I was at subway waiting for tiff to get off work and when we got to my apartment she was facebooking on her phone upset with work, so I went to my room and was watching a movie. I keep texting the girl and Tiff asks me who is texting me at the late hour that it was and I told her who. She got upset and so i showed her my phone. The start of the conversation was deleted, Highly suspicious right? Well, rather than just tell her all in the beginning and be honest, I being the arrogant asshole get defensive and spark a fight, We argued, I gave a bull shit apology being a total asshole because I was pissed off at the situation and burned a bridge. It took her ignoring me for almost 2 days for me to stop being a headstrong asshole and really see why what I did was wrong. She, still being upset finds out more! Prior to us actually getting together I went to go see my ex, Jordan. During the time I was there I pretty much quit texting Tiff, again, highly suspicious. While I was there me and Jordan had talked about getting back together and I had asked her if she was serious about a promise she made a long time ago. Before this, I had told Tiff she had my full attention and was the sole focus in terms of dating. She was, but Im losing the ground I stand on eh? Well, a lot of Jordies family had asked (Because supposedly Cid and Jordie werent doing so good) When I was going to give them a baby, yada yada. Time came to leave and I picked right back up where I left off with tiff, dick move. Tiff had asked me during our relationship if anything happened between me and jordie, and I said no. Omitting the events that had. I had become so head forwards about opening up to Tiff and letting walls down I disowned the past. Creating another problem. In all this, I broke trust, lied, didnt own up to what I did. Im paying the price. This is why I have been so emo and so depressed I had a great thing, something I really wanted and Lost it. The guilt is tearing me apart.
Posted on: Mon, 07 Apr 2014 07:58:07 +0000
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