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Ok so someone just asked me little bit of my story how and when this psychic stuff started around me..so heres little insight. Its strange when I explain this as I know where I started and know Im at high level with it now but not really sure how I got to where I am apart from one hell of a journey..every path you can think of every tough lesson you can imagine. And shed lots of determination, focus and ambition really oh and learning the very hard way. So story in brief I had this since I was 8 years of age, was most sensitive child ever and had imaginary friends the main was lady called Mrs Pimlot ( thats not made up it was real) she went everywhere with me would tell me things about people and what was to happen. No-one else saw her just me.. Spent most of my younger years painfully shy and overbearingly sensitive to everything. I use hear voices and see people too.. I left Cheshire when I was 14 to live in the Isle of Man..the voices and experiences just stopped..it was around 15 I went mainly through very bad choices in life..that I started to go down some bad/dark paths (which I now know were part of my learning) there is so many dark paths from at least 16 to 23 years old..which would need couple books to write in all down in. Including 2 very severe wake up calls in my life..that had the potential to break me or save me..life changing wake up calls needed for me to do this work. Anyway was around 24 just had my daughter..life was clearing slightly and was determined to get to better path for both of us. Had a dream I was shot point blank in the head.. Woke up screaming..next day couldnt move head excruciating..that night it finally passed and all I could see was bright colors all over me, thought just my past catching up on me. The next day that was it.. No warning, no build up to this..there was dead people everywhere. Mainly at night all around my bed, up the walls, clawing at me on the bed..and they werent nice things either. I sought little help off medium Diane in Laxey but it just got stronger and worse. Then the messages came for people I didnt have a clue what was going on neither did my friends..but they were there!! I found myself changing..this clarity id never had before threw myself into spiritual books but was like a sponge I could do through whole book in 30 minutes..I had all this new knowledge about spiritual stuff but no idea where it was coming from. The attacks at night got worse, light bulbs exploding literally in front of me. I hated the night would sit under my duvet saying Lords Prayer over and over telling them to go away. Then I believe fate sent a lady from spiritualist church to me..where at the church a gentleman called Ken took me under his wing..to help me control it and understand it all.. This was the turning point in my journey.. Will do next later on.. So I had it from a young age they took it off me to send me down the bad paths, various reasons toughen me up, see if I was strong enough, to teach me the lessons required to do the work..sent me the wake up calls when I wasnt listening. Then decided at 24 the time was right to open it all back up with the dream of being shot.. I found out that was my chakras being forced open. They didnt open me slowly it was sudden, harsh and all in one hit. The next 10 years after this was a massive journey also still more lessons but nothing I couldnt handle compared to my younger years.
Posted on: Fri, 24 Jan 2014 14:06:21 +0000

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