Ok today I have decided to do a little self experiment Last week I had a conflict shock (UDIN unexpected Dramatic Isolated which I had No strategy ) basically I thought my cat Leila was going to die in fact Vets phoned me twice to say she was! I did not sleep for 2 nights That same day I had another shock, not as dramatic however my perception was that again it was unexpected and I felt Very alone and didnt know what to do I became colder and colder and on Tuesday night my craving for sugar was out of control as I wanted high energy food Last night I had another email triggering me into further stress I was shivering, so I ran a hot bath and stepped in. It was scalding got, my skin was turning bright red but I could not stop shivering. Does this resonate with any of you? I knew I was in stress, which is solely part of the process the body goes through. I went to bed and wok up to feel dreadful Headachey, glands swollen. Now today is my birthday and I am off to see Neale Donald Walsch and I certainly do not want to miss him. Tomorrow I have 5 clients and then PARTEEE I cancelled a whole load of clients last week AND furthermore do not want to miss the party I know that I have accepted all my conflicts (UDIN) moments Leila is alive and well, the email sender wished me no harm, it is their stuff So my body is now trying to repair all the stress I went through and force me to rest Now I know all this and I could tap on it, however the illness is part of healing process and to deny that would be a silly move THUS my experiment I am on train to Bournemouth eating sugar and thinking of something that has upset me (perhaps email) to force my body back into stress phase. High energy, cold hands and feet, perhaps a little manic. I am fortunate that due to a long habit years ago of doing this, I can fully enjoy my day whilst in this stressed state. tHE wonders of the human mind and body Have a great time today, and tomorrow and then Sat resolve totally all the conflicts and rest Saturday and Sunday. To show everyone that this is how most of us live anyway I am just making a choice on this So wishing you all a great day. Will keep you updated Live Love and Laugh Penny x
Posted on: Thu, 15 May 2014 05:58:34 +0000
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