Okay, meds update: apparently, all my meds are fine. Staying off the trazodone is the right choice, even going cold. The withdrawal effects should lessen in a few weeks, I already knew that but whatever. Im on 3 antidepressants and theyre good ones, plus an anti anxiety. All my meds *should* be working right with my brain chemistry. Ill wait until all the traz is out of my system and the effects are gone and see how I feel before I head to a neurologist. Im starting to stay awake more. Theres not really a feel to sleep all the time, like before. My irritability is still through the roof but I havent woken up crying or gone to bed crying in days 😊 Maybe the fog is starting to lift. Thanks for all your good energy and vibes, everyone. It always touches me that people care about my well-being.. people who have never even met me. My head is still kind of a mess, as now that the fog is lifting a bit, the PTSD is starting to kick back in. Maybe thats why I was taking the traz? To keep the memories out? Thats the only time I start to tear up, like I am now. When I start to think about the past. Whew! For today, Im gonna shake that shit off, get up and get some stuff accomplished. Thanks for sticking with me. Seriously, you all are the best and it helps knowing you all are here. If you could keep sending those awesome positive vibes... I think theyre working 😉 This runner has an international half marathon to mentally prepare for 💖 I love you guys Jenn xoxo
Posted on: Tue, 28 Jan 2014 16:46:43 +0000