Okay people.... I am SCARED out of my mind right now...I need yall to PLEASE PRAY for my mom again...She went back home and last night her heartbeat started beating fast, it got worse today.. When she got to ER it was 169 bps.. They had to stop her heart to get it to start beating normal again.. They put her on meds thru IV and it kept it regular but as soon as they stopped the meds it shot up again... My mommy is my everything... She is my rock.. It took me a long time to realize it but I did FINALLY get it into my thick stubborn skull that all those years of her asking questions about me and her getting so upset and hurt with choices I have made in my life it wasnt because she was being a nosey parent... It was because she was doing her BEST to keep me safe.. She has forgiven so much hurt and worry that I have put her thru and never turned me away when I needed her.. Im still her baby.. I ALWAYS will be.. I NEED her around to keep me in line...I dont know why I am sharing all that.. it just kinda came out thru my fingers without me even thinking... Im so scared yall... please please please PRAY... Thank you..
Posted on: Tue, 29 Jul 2014 22:26:50 +0000