Okay so today at work guess who decides to come in and eat! Yupp Brandon and Kelsie... Yupp I guess to shove it in my face or to brag about it or whatever... Honestly I dont care!! I dont care he cheated on me so if she does the same to him then I hope he doesnt come running back to me cause I am done with his shit and everything that he accused of me doing. Im just done with this drama shit!!!! I am a loyal and honest person who is shy on the outside and weird and hyper on the outside! I have a tatto that is a reminder of my grandpa and my grandma because they taught me the meaning of love and how much effort they put into each other to stay together and to love each other for a very long time and still are. Everything Beautiful is Fragile My tatto says this because everything is beautiful but it can also be fragile at the same time! Some people fight for what they got to keep them together and other use that and then drop them like glass that of course shatters into pieces and those pieces are hard to be put back together perfect, but everyday grab some glue or tape and slowly put them back together with every little happy was you find! I can tell you this that night when it happened my heart shattered it felt like millions of sharp object jabbing me in the heart until it burst out of my chest; it felt like! I could tell you how I felt that night, what was going through my head, or what I wanted to do. But I could tell you this that I am still here I am still in pain but the pieces are coming back together one day at a time piece by piece. But with the help of friends and family there for me helping me and making me laught or joke around helps bring those pieces back together! I am a strong lady/ women who has gone through so much in my life that nobody could understand I mean some may but in my mind its very difficult, I chose to be a kind and gentle loving and caring person that I am today and always have been. I know I suck at arguing because I feel like Im not strong enough for that. I always use my manners even when some dont do the same. I love my family and friends even though I dont see or talk to them that often. I work 2 jobs and I go to college, and even though I am tired out of my mind and dont think I could do anymore but I push my self to keep going even with all the ache and pain that I go through everyday and everyday theres always something new that my body decides to throw at me! I am Megan Marie and i will go through everything that this life throws at me in the face and i will achieve my goals that nobody can change. Nobody can change who i am and even if someone says i am controlling or whatever dont listen to them because that is who they are or what they want to say about me. Everything that ive said about me is who i am! if you want to know who i am then get to know me but dont get to know me from someone else because they dont know me all they know is rumers and lies. if you have a question about me ask dont ask someone else!
Posted on: Tue, 30 Sep 2014 01:26:06 +0000