On November 1st it had been a year since my dad passed. Friday was his Birthday and today my heart feels numb as I think about how much I have missed him this last year. Somedays I feel alone, completely alone although I know this isnt true . My boss said something to me Friday that I want to share. She said You know that there are days that you will fall. We all do. But you will get back. And you will accomplish this without your dad. Thats when your going to realize you have been getting up from your falls on your own for a long time. Your dad wasnt picking you up. He was supporting you and cheering you on. He was loving you. Your going to be ok. Thank You Mrs Jacki. I have thought about this all weekend and helps me remember where my strength comes from. Its inside me. It never left . I miss my dad and thats ok. Im going to be ok after my falls , Suck it up ButterCup. Put a band-aid on it. If I listen hard enough I can still here him saying I love you babe with a smile on his face.
Posted on: Sun, 16 Nov 2014 17:49:39 +0000