On this day 28 October 1996 a day that I wll never ever forget It was time that I decided to approach girls ever since I was the shy type,I had to make a move,finally I met Thembi after telling her bla bla bla the love I had for her,she told me to come to her church before she could say Yes/No,I felt it wasnt a bad idea and I told her that I will come,I told my friends Masilela and Sbonelo about it,damn they were happy for me,it was sunday morning 28 October I wore my best suit that Uncle Juluka bought for me somewhere around Jozi,didnt know what Jozi looked like by that time,so in my mind was that everything that comes from Jozi was pure quality,and I told my mom that I was invited in another church,I got to her church with my friends Masilela and Sbonelo,life wasnt just hard the first time Im going to be in a relationship after 5 to 10 minutes she saw us and smiled wow she was cute jealous down and I love the fact that she had dimples,and I told myself that I will marry this girl,I didnt enjoy being in that I was there just because I wanted her to say YES.by force by fire,my stomach was singing songs that I couldnt understand,my anus was ready to dance,I immediately sat down,I needed to use a toilet immediately,I couldnt think straight,I needed to go to the toilet,I told Masilela he just laughed,God I was sweating like a mad man,pride would allow me to ask for the way to the toilet,shitting at home was the best,my friends werent helping instead they were laughing,I then started asking BabaGod for forgviness,who did I offend? Why me?my eyes were red already,when their pastor got to the alter,he said the youth should stand up,then I knew the devil was against me,I couldnt risk standing,what if.....what if ? I sat down and held a white plastic chair tight,then I heard a voice in my head Tallman go home she isnt not meant for you,it was offering time then I knew it was over,I cant be the only one sitting,why offer to God when I didnt approach Thembi,Sbonelo knew I was stingy and said Tall let me help you pay your offering without thinking twice I gave him my last R5,then I stood up slowly and pretended I had issues with my legs,hold my buttocks tight and told Masilela to bring the bible home,I felt like crying cos any minutes I was gonna shit anywhere,The embarrassment of my Life..Got home, nobody was at home.Mom and dad werent back from church.. Only God can save me..the gate was locked,Immediately i saw my Neighbours son.. He was my friend.. I told him..Sibusiso let me use your toilet...He started laughing,Sbusiso told me that will let me in only if I will share with him my food later that,we I agreed as fast as I could,he let me in,In the toilet.. I finally let the tears out. Was crying like a baby who was left alone to die... What if i had shit in the church? After the successful time in the toilet I learnt my lesson. #Never ever let PRIDE control you
Posted on: Mon, 27 Oct 2014 21:07:41 +0000
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