One year ago today, I married the woman of my dreams. Now, Cara had said I was the man of Crystal’s dreams in her post that wished Crystal and I am happy anniversary. I responded back with “I don’t know about being a dream guy, but thank you for speaking so highly of me.” Now Chuck will jokingly say that I’m a brown-noser when I post this kind of stuff or say I’m fishing for compliments by saying what I said to Cara. I only wish I was. I honestly can’t see how I can be someone’s dream guy because of how flawed I was when Crystal and I first met, and how flawed I still am now. As for the brown-noser view, everything I post on here concerning Crystal has and always will be from my heart. Most of my life I haven’t had much to give besides my heart and my words, and to a lot of people in this world, they aren’t worth much. Now, how can I see her as my dream girl but not see how I can be her dream guy? Simply put; she chose me. She took my anger, my selfishness, my unknowledgeable ways, my inexperience, my deep-rooted family issues, my jealously, my envy, my sloth, my wrath, my pride, my woman issues, my hurt, my walls, my unspiritual ways, my unforgiving ways, my over-sensitivity, and God only knows everything else that was wrong with me and accepted every single bit of it and NEVER gave up on me. Without her I wouldn’t be closer to God and more in touch with my spirituality. Without her I wouldn’t have a family that loves me and cares for me as one of their own. Without her I wouldn’t have new friends that actually care about me and not see me as just a pass-time. Without her I wouldn’t be a more responsible man and still learning how to become even more responsible. Without her I wouldn’t be going to school or trying to better myself. Without her I wouldn’t be excited to see the future and live my life. Without her I wouldn’t have two awesome nephews I would die for. Without her I would still be the lost, stagnate soul who wasn’t amounting to anything or doing much of anything besides playing video games and talking to internet friends on Skype. Without her, I wouldn’t be ME. She is my second half, she completes me, and she pushes me to be a better person and WANT to be a better person. Without her I would have passed away last year in November when I got deathly sick. She kept me fighting; she didn’t let me give up even when I had enough and just wanted it all to end. That is why she is the woman of my dreams because I believe NO ONE on the face of this Earth can do more for me than she already has. That is also the reason why I can’t see myself being the man of her dreams, because she’s done more for me than I believe I could ever do for her. Like I said, all I ever was able to give her is my heart and my words, and though they may not mean much of anything to anyone else, I know they mean the world to her. Babe, I will love with all my heart and soul, forever and always. Through all the trials, the tribulations, the ups, the downs, the fights, the hurt, the anger, the tears, and everything else, I will always be here for you. Thank you for everything you’ve done for me, everything you’re doing now, and everything you will do for me in the future. Thank you for bringing me closer to God. Thank you for giving me a family. Thank you for giving me new friends. Thank you for a bright and new future. Thank you for marrying me. Thank you for taking care of me. Thank you for teaching me. Thank you for your patience. Thank you for your guidance. Thank you for making me happy. Thank you for showing me that I can be the man I need to be. Thank you for never leaving my side, especially when I was in the hospital. Thank you for wearing the rings I’ve given you. Thank you for everything you’ve given. Most importantly, thank you for loving me and completing me. Happy Anniversary baby, I love you more than you will ever know.
Posted on: Mon, 23 Sep 2013 00:42:21 +0000
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