PIECES I was a lonely girl in a lonely world And yet you came in through the gaps Of my locked front door And into the darkness within the light of my SOUL. The problem with being MANIC-DEPRESSIVE (BIPOLAR) is that You can never feel what its like to be HAPPY. But...the moment you came and smiled at me God. Everything seemed to fall into place. You gave me so much to live for, so many reasons The colors, the songs, the toss and turns You held out a hand and pulled me away Stopped me from jumping into the abyss (onto the pavement). And I thought, maybe it was time Maybe I can be Happy Maybe I can stop crying at nights even though Funny Youtube videos are constantly playing on my laptop screen And the scars on my arm would fade And the blade in my drawer would rust with age And when I go to sleep, the pillows would be warm and dry And it would just be you in my head. You you you. I could laugh without faking; smile without lying And at nights, I wasnt crying All I could ever fear werent that scary anymore Youve taught me that I could live. LIVE. You made my world a world where I could be comfortable to exist. But all the while, the happiness had to end at some point You faded away, slipped through the back door without nothing to say. You were like dewdrops on the contours of leaves That evaporate with the wind and the sun in the morning Just the wisps of a transient dream And I will continue on living this sad, vicious cycle, alone, alone, alone. AND NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CRY AND BLEED AND BEG I KNOW YOULL NEVER COME BACK, I CAN NEVER GET YOU BACK BECAUSE THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE, THIS GIRL WHO LOVED YOU THIS GIRL WHO STILL LOVES YOU WILL NEVER BE RIGHT IN THE HEAD AND YOU WONT HAVE THE PATIENCE FOR IT So Im sorry. Im sorry I cant be normal. Im sorry if Im sad. Im sorry if Im insane. Im sorry that Im just trying so hard to live for the sake that I can see your smile and face a new morning. I feel so incomplete now. Incomplete Incomplete Incomplete. And missing you. Anagram 2014 Faculty of Arts and Letters
Posted on: Fri, 25 Jul 2014 13:19:38 +0000
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