Pain medicine has somehow allowed me to reflect on some deep thoughts. Like Ego, for instance. Over time, I have become aware of the presence of it, and the things I didnt like about it concerning myself. With the realization of this, I made a conscious effort to gradually take it down to a place that was minimal. Of course, we live our lives with ego and building it up. To minimize it takes time and consciousness of it shows that at times the ego will attempt or surprise as it pokes through in random occurrences. With a conscious mind and spirit, I feel Ive now placed the ego in the realm where it is so minimal that now at times I feel as if I cease to exist within myself. Though the process has been enlightening, it is beginning to create the notion that I am merely a body, occupied by a soul, with numbness to myself amongst the world. Could that be considered achievement or tragedy? To lose ego to the point of a feeling of nonexistence. Would this be good grounding of oneself or a problem that requires ego injection?
Posted on: Tue, 16 Dec 2014 05:58:13 +0000
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