People and Things change. And friends leave but Life doesnt stop for anybody. My life has been filled with people who have treated me poorly. I’ve had friends who walked into my world, wrecked havoc, and then disappeared. Sometimes people come into your life like winter, entertain you, and will make you fully dependent on them and once that is achieved then they suddenly leave us alone on the path of life like monsoon, we are then left with the memory of times which we have spent with them and the feeling of LONELINESS. Every time we fight with our-self to justify as to why I was the target, what wrong did I do to them? Why did they leave me in the journey of life whereby we had made plenty of promises to spend whole life together, to solve problems together? They left behind only BROKEN PROMISES. In fact, at certain times it has seemed like people did this to me on purpose — like I was some kind of target for those just waiting to inflict more hurt. The first time I heard someone say the words, People change as time passes, but life goes on. Initially I didnt want to believe it was true. Until I suffered with the many incidents in life, many people came in my life some were like lessons, some were like mysteries and some were unforgettable. When people come in your life it is always for two reasons either to stay forever with you or to leave you alone in between when you need them most. The people in our lives are for a reason or season. Whenever I come across new people I fear the day theyll leave me alone. In the beginning they make you smile, sometimes they might be the reason behind your smile, but sudden storm destroys everything that was perfect to you. That will result in tears and unbearable pain. My Mom says that, Take some time for family, friends and loved ones in your busy schedule, if you will spend 2 minutes with them and listen to them, they will always be yours. Or wese bhi Sapno ki Kimat Apno se jyada nahi hoti., Never say you are busy to your loved ones, just say I am always free for you.. Sometimes in our busy schedule or amidst our own problems we forget our loved ones, our family, friends who expect us to spend some time with them, some will tell you, some will never speak a word and just wait for you, don’t make them wait too long, because sometimes it’s too late when we realize the necessity of the person we need more and we regret our entire life because we did not spend those 2 precious minutes with them when they needed more. I feel blessed when I get those two minutes from my loved ones, family and friends, but then it really hurts me and brings tears when my loved one suddenly spare me without any reason from their life to share those two minutes, I feel I mean nothing to them, I feel it was just waste of time, I was just manipulated, a usable thing that they just used and threw it away. At times I know that the best possible thing for me to do would be to let go -- to allow myself to fully experience my feelings of loneliness, pain and grief. Yet even as I know this, I hold back. I try to maintain my life as it has been. I try to respond to others as if I were not in pain. I even try to hide it from myself. I dont want to feel. I dont want to experience the agony. Ive done it before; why must I go through it all again? Is there no rest, no peace, and no guaranteed end? Yet, I feel the deadness that comes with hiding from me. I feel angry at the lies Im living, of smiling when theres no smile within me. I desperately search for some cure that will take away the loneliness, the pain, the deadness. And when there is none, I feel more lonely, more pain and more deadness. So friends please find the time for your loved ones, friends, family before they kick you from their lives, as the proverb goes Better late than never, “Kya pata Kal ho na ho”.... ... .. .:)
Posted on: Fri, 22 Nov 2013 07:52:53 +0000
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