People keep telling me not to share my private life because it makes me look weak. Well, if loving someone dearly only to find out they were cheating on you makes me look weak, then Im weak! Im not here to put on any front. I loved Dee Sunn with my whole heart! He lied to me and came here fooling me with his words. He was NEVER nice to my children or wanted to get involved with them and he hid his phone all the time he was here. When I asked for the password, he wouldnt give it to me as he knew he was caught up. I LOVED THIS MAN DEARLY and he accused me of being an abuser on Facebook when I slapped his leg. Then he hurt me worse by posting lies about his ex and kittens that I was not mad about, to get away with his lies. God knows all and it will all be revealed. Dees car broke down when he went to see someone while he was here. God was revealing what he did. Am I hurt? YES! Did Dee lie to me? YES! Did Dee betray my trust? YES! Am I crying tears of pain? YES! But as God as my witness, I wont let him ruin my heart with his lies! Gods got me and keeping me sane. As tears roll down my face and my soul is breaking in two from being manipulated by Satan again, I have learned something new. That God has big plans for me and Dee was standing in the way. Now that the roadblock is gone, God and I can continue on our journey. Thank you God for revealing the truth so I didnt get caught up with one more bad man. To all of you who feel I shouldnt share my feelings, maybe you should check yourself. Ive grown enough to humble myself and by real. Why cant you?
Posted on: Thu, 20 Mar 2014 19:18:05 +0000
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