People live & learn and yet never stop learning... Thats why that spanish saying "el se lleva de consejo muere de viejo" i should have listened to my father when he gaved me the only advice he had given me my entire life... For those who dont know or may know me may ask yourselves why the only advise... Well as a kid i always had my father next to me but it was like he was never there... I grew up with constant beatings because thats all he knew never sat down to give me one advise or asked anything about my life... Yet till this day i sit back & cry & and always ask myself when will he say "I LOVE YOU" my son... Well maybe the people around me dont understand my mood changes & why im the way i am... I might be selfish & only think about me most of the time but thats because all these years i been hurt & dont want to be hurt any longer... Yes i know how to love & express it but from time to time it just out of my lead to catch on but in try... I try to please others & be there but yet i never get back in return with the exeption of some... Even though i learned how to love it always ends up bad idk if is because of my past growing up this way or is it that love is just not meant for me... One person i will always look up too is my mom who was always there from the beggining since she brought me to life... She was there through thick & thin and i will always be grateful for that... I love you mom... She is still in this world & i have to thank GOD for that... So those of you who have your mother alive always tell her how much you love them because at the end of the day they are the ones who will always be there for you no matter what life you live... I just needed to get some of this out before i catch a heart attack now im much relief thanks friends & family who will they time to learn a lil about me...
Posted on: Thu, 03 Oct 2013 07:24:20 +0000
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