Please Read This is awesome, Well you know we had Church for the last 3 nights,it was powerful , It was Kingdom Summit. Well On Thursday night Apostle call up every person who God had gave gifts like to some He gave Wisdom, Knowledge ,etc.. and Healing, Well I know my gift in healing, but Sometimes I will be in fear of self, is Im gonna say the right thing, if I, If they, what if they, you get it right, Well I jumped up in Faith to go up, the devil got busy. . I had to go to the ladys room so bad as if I made another step it wasnt gonna be nice. So I exit to the bathroom when I had the erge to go earlier but didnt .. But I beat myself up so bad, Because I know my Pastor knew I said I operated in this call, and I coped out, and not only that I didnt Usher and greet that night either, Which made me feel like I had disappointed our Apostle, Pastor Thrash for not being obedience. Not cause I didnt want to but I tried to find some khaki pants and most of you know I hate pants but I looked everywhere even order a pair for $50 to arrive that Thursday got them back they was to big so I was sick .. I really really tried, I let God down My Pastor and My self. Thats what I was thinking and it probably didnt even cross Him or Gods mind, but I wanted so much to be accountable , So much to please God for having faith to go up there, but then Fear, doubt, unworthy all creep up on me and I felt horrible. But I reconized the enemy, so I was blessed to talk to some powerful people Belinda Moore and Gloria Lang who declared and decreed some powerful words in my life. I felt awesome Man I was excited again ready to get to Church I WAS EXPECTING also Pastor Vincent Robinson had bless me and he shared a little about the subject he was going to be ministering on and Fear was one of them. But the mist awesome things wss beginning to take place . First during service I got this powerful text from this Young lady who is a very quiet spirit person, and she wasnt even there that night and Susie Thrash (Ann) text this text below to me and I was blown to know WoW I was really on Gods mind, and everything that was spoken and declared and decreed that day, that night Apostle Thrash and Pastor Vincent Robinson was Teaching and speaking the same thing. I smile the whole nught knowing That God loved me enough to let me know He heard my Cries, my Prayers (our) and wanted me to know. Now that is an Awesome God, to God be the glory I knows whom I am. So please I want to give God all the Glory and thank each if you and especially that quiet spirit Ann Thrash for her obedience. Thats called using the keys to the Kingdom God has given you to give power to the person He called you to Amen ♥♥
Posted on: Sat, 29 Mar 2014 22:51:18 +0000
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