Please share anonymous.. At the young age of 14, june 28, I had my innocence taken from me.. I was raped, and left for dead. When I came to I was hospitalized for almost a week. I was in shock and to scared to tell what happened they thought I was only badly beaten.. I later found out I was pregnant. I was still a,baby myself, how was I going to raise one? Everyone wanted me to abort the child, but I couldnt do it. Good put the baby here for a reason. It want my responsibility to take the life away from it.. As the week and months went by I started to feel the flutters and kicks and started to fall in love. Aside from ask the dirty looks, wispers, and how the baby was created the pregancy went amazing . At age 15 I gave birth to a beautiful 7lb 8oz little girl was born. when she was only a few months old I started to like really fall.for this guy. Scared, and broken he took me and my child. a year and a half into the relationship I fell pregnant.. I had so many mixed emotions. My .boyfriend was very exited & supportive. The first doctor appointment I found out I was 6 1/2 weeks pregnant with TWINS! I wasnt ready for one more much less two. Over the next few Weeks my boyfriend got a second job and assured we would be taken care of. I have fallen in love with my babied by that time. I was over joyed. Couldnt wait to meet the perfect angels I created... then everything took a,turn for the worst I started cramping and spotting, everyone brushed it off, but I knew something was wrong. That night I woke up in the worst pain imaginable, heavily bleeding. I rushed to the hospital to only be confirmed I lost my perfect babies at 13 weeks.. I asked God why he would give me a child from such a traumatic experience, but not the ones I willingly laid down and created. Dont get me wrong though I love ALL of my children more than life itself. Im now, my daughter is 22 months & I would be 23 weeks with my now guardian angels. I think about then daily. Gone but never forgotten
Posted on: Fri, 24 Jan 2014 14:43:44 +0000
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