Poor Tanesha Smith just said to me from her bunk mare whatcha still doing up? (She has to be awake in 1 hour!) Such a sweet Christian woman trying to make me feel less upset with myself. I have 4 days spread across all of Nov to see my boys. My heart is twisted not for me but my youngest. He needs our time. Its what he lives for. Its also Charlies 15th bday. Hes been told many times by his father and grandmother that I only love his baby brother----sick and twisted @ssholes. I pray he remembers the truth. Our court system stinks! It would so be beneficial financially to quit my job and collect whatever welfare is out there like kevin does and see my kids everyday. Its just not me. Dont want my boys to think its okay! So I work a month and see them for 4 days because its what I have to do!
Posted on: Mon, 28 Oct 2013 07:19:32 +0000