Possible trigger: Topic: Ive had depression since I was a kid and I didnt figure it out until I was twelve and didnt tell my mom until I was fifteen (my current age) ever since I told my mom I havent been going to school. I feel like now that she knows that I can just stop trying so hard to stay alive. I havent been to school in over two months and its taking a toll on my grades, I know I should care but I have a feeling that Ill be dead before high school ends. Im losing so many friends and I dont care. I know I should because I love them all but I feel like if I let them go then when Im gone they wont be so hurt. I am not sure where my life is headed and Im scared to death thinking about the future and being alive. Any thing I can do to make me feel not so hopeless? Is it okay to keep people out?
Posted on: Thu, 10 Apr 2014 17:05:18 +0000