Pray request: Im feeling a bit blue today. I guess with all the health issues Ive been dealing with ( some you know, others you dont) is starting to weigh on me. Im trying not to get into my own pity party, but Im noticing that Im starting to withdraw. Isolation seems to be my best friend and worse enemy. I dont want to give in to my brokenness. I chose this path, so I could learn to live a new life with new ideas and new thought processes. For the most, I see the difference but still struggle with embracing people. This request is my attempt at reaching out and staying connected. I know this feeling is temporary and itll pass. It difficult just going through it. I have to learn to ride the waves. I dont know why its so hard to break old habits you really dont want to have. I dont want to be that Christian who does all the right things on the outside but not letting God do His work on the inside. Im really trying to embrace Gods love for me. I dont want to block the blessings. Even though I know I am not worthy, He still continues to shed mercy on me. How beautiful is He? I only pray I could show the same to others as The Lord has shown to me. If anyone has any words of wisdom or a remedy to fix this limitation that still lies inside of me, Im all ears! For I cannot and dont want to live this life alone. I have asked God to help me in this matter and He has. He has blessed me with an extended family, you guys. Now all I need to do is my part and work on building stronger bonds with you all. It feels and sounds like so much work and it is when things dont come naturally to you. I really do love all of you and couldnt imagine my life without you. I guess God is teaching me how to practice patient. If I have done or said anything to anyone during this time of insanity 😉 please forgive me. My intentions are never malicious. Thank you for letting me share. Big Hugs and kisses GBU all!
Posted on: Sat, 29 Mar 2014 18:15:54 +0000
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