Psycho-analysis of words (how it sounds) for some changes in my subconscious mind : 1. Reason: The way of checking in the month of December is mainly responsible to affect my mind as a REASON in Bichitra Sens house (J-1975, C. R. Park, New Delhi-19). I am talking about checking by madam and her son. 2. Events of Checking: i) She with all family members and maids has allowed to her dog bark against voice of my mind due to brain-reading. Barking dog against my BARKING voice?! I being unable to tolerate it once asked her against its barking though I could not say the reason of brain-reading. She was then polite enough to avoid it! ii) Digestion of crazy checking + harassment (dual realities) on 16 December: On 9th December (Tuesday) her son in the evening asked me with tempered voice why do u watch television late night. My brain did not react suddenly but getting astonished and to some extent tensed. He then politely asked me the same though I did not tell her anything. As I could not sleep whole night due to this reason being guided by his style of previous checking (you switched on light even around 1.30 or 2oclock! with temper to check me whether I can remember my experience about last night ) I called her mother (madam) on 10th December complaining against her son on legitimate grounds! Why may I not be straightforward as no one told me I will be declared the public figure and this is checking! She and me altogether managed over phone though she did not accept my words and accusing me why I am watching tv almost whole night and light is switched on and her son is unable to sleep for that and so on! She wanted to check me whether I may speak out 10,000 rupees I paid as my rights and I told her that fact she wanted exactly to know from me. It was not very polite conversation in lenient manner on her behalf as I know that she has an excuse that the government asked her to be normal ! I had taken almost that week (9th-13th) to overcome such mental pressure like burden of beast as I know the world has kept watch on me enjoying this checking through utmost harassment. iii) First threat to conscious mind on 20th December (Tuesday): Madam mixed sleeping pills with all dishes of food while one of these dishes (raita) was untouchable due to its spice and chilly as she wanted to check me how I could respond! Bring highly tensed with conscience of time to prove me 8th time to the world within 4 hours I anyhow managed this hilarious torture (if it happens in other days, even Monday, Tuesday dinner or Wednesday, its natural). She around 3.15 or 3.30 called me while I was taking nap due to effect of this sleeping pills, and told very politely the food today very spicy as I was continuously speaking in my CONSCIOUS mind about her mischievous activity during having sleeping pills and she wanted to stop this thinking as she was scared that if such though might embed in subconscious mind the people later might ask her about standard of checking! Otherwise why did she call me without my complaint? iv) Denial finally embedded in subconscious mind on 30th December: I could not have tea and dinner both due to taste intentionally made for me on 29th December as last Tuesday she had bitter experience of reading my conscious mind with fear of its certain affect just after having sleeping pills. I am not against this checking as it is very legitimate. But the past experience here in the month of December 2014 clustered round my mind had forced me not to tolerate it and complained her. She began to avoid the complain. She then around 10 oclock called me after discussion with family members how to make the situation normal publicly following suggestion of the government. She was then harsh despite her checking asking to go ahead (it means why to stay here) if you have lot of complains against barking dogs, foods several times. If I did not have any idea of this making of public figure I could have left this address without further talks. But everything is very clear to me from April onwards as dual realities, which does hold good here too as a dangerous game between dual realities! 3. psycho-analysis: i) As I know everything from April onwards till date for my intelligence the public despite knowing the fact that I know dual realities (truth of double standards directed by the public to me, what we say and do with you in front of you and what is our actual intention) of public behaviour they did not bother what I requested them about their sound system everyday. Their sound system around me all the time had exploited my brain through months as they could not find how such sound therapy could change brain (according to bharoa public, this is ekhi galti or only one mistake, but to me the crime not written in law)! On the other hand, such exploitative sound system (full of irritating sounds, out of good music, such as horn, barking dog, whistle and so on from early morning to late night from August till Nov) Why did not they hear of my requests? They thought a brain of different elements as the public figure speaks and let shave response as we cant speak out through all nonsense sounds only around him against human voice of mind! In this regard they must be regarded as bharoa from April to Nov 2014. This word against public will not later come in my subconscious mind as its the past and forgiven by me today! They are very lucky as I have FORGIVEN THEM for ultimately stopping meaningless but horrible sound and starting meaningful sound now around me as a consequence of such destructive sound therapy making the relation between voice of my mind and all types of sound a drug addiction for me. This drug addiction has now constantly forced me to be guided by meaningful sounds of horn through music to all other sounds, so that I may not suffer from pressures coming in mind for different thoughts and public expectations being misled by abnormal hyper sensibilities on the basis of knowledge of dual realities. ii) If this is the background of the publics role of dual realities, my tragic experience of facing dual realities consciously is dangerous for several months to tolerate by myself. The Public must therefore know how to follow such truth of double standards. It is very easy to behave following truth of double standards If the government has asked them to be normal has the government asked them how to be normal and what the meaning of normalcy in case I know everything and taking care of mental health??? will they file FIR against me in police station? If so, when I used slang word several times being highly irritated by all types of behaviour of double standards publicly why did the public behave like deaf??? Has the government thus asked them to be normal??? iii) As my anger constantly directed against the public and their sound system several times from April onwards did not appear in my subconscious mind from 4th November till 23December (almost 2 months) why suddenly on 30th December with denial ??????????????????????? Let me gradually analyse. The first i and ii points are permanent and basic objections I have in my mind as utmost insecurity complex of my mind being victim first to sound system which is now meaningful from mid-Nov and then to direct harsh conversation as harassment in December 2014 by madam and her family whom I have treated as the part of public and not above the public. So naturally a question arises how many times did I use slang words against the public from April complaining against their sound system? not less than 10 times when it was impossible to tolerate from April onwards, and the post which is still publicly visible in my facebook about Delhime hornbajanewala bharoalog on 29th December has not been taken seriously by the public ! So it was also the normal exposal of my anger being highly irritated for wrong timing of sounds! But the public have got tensed what;s their mistake as I called them bharoa on 30th December in my subconscious mind (And the people got relief yesterday after knowing the fact I am now writing about elaborately) ! In human psychology the standard of slang word does not vary. I mean m****od or any other slang word is not different from bharoa or any other publicly though great slang words as it is more important to find out the reason which has forced him/her to speak from conscious to subconscious mind. In my case let me calrify the public why this bharoa crossing the limit of slang words has come to my mind though its absolutely insignificant in psycho-analysis. Tragic linguistic and situation-centric harassment (checking) set up by the public (madam and her son) SEVERAL TIMES experiencing here by me and Lage Raho Munna Bhai films linguistic influence are mixed with each other just before having sleeping pills and had stimulated my brain of bearing dual realities (truth of double standards all the time as permanent factor of psychological insecurity from April). The immediate reason is the madams words (words of the public, why shall I differentiate her from the public?) on Monday if you have a number of complains then go ahead. The ultimate result is noting to do for the public and bharoa public in subconscious mind on 30th December. iv. I can remember when madam asked me to go ahead following governments policy of normalcy but making her standard of normalcy in name of checking I called her (part of the public) bharoa after our talks. I then decided to handover Nilu to Police after being declared but I had to clam down when my lover followed the same policy in checking in facebook. Her counter-checking in the same way asked me to refrain from punishing Nilu. If my lover might behave with acting of arrogance and situations taking opportunity of my brain-reading I might have used the same though it depends the standard of acting and normalcy that varies from person to person. In this case I therefore dont make relation between my lovers checking and madams checking only on the basis of assumption. On the other hand, the mistake of madam is that they are entirely out of mass psychology being hidden treasure of their own houses! While the people have behaved with care of my brain and following very intelligent checking gradually getting faith on me due to affects coming out of sleeping pills from 4th Nov onwards, she and her son as islands of the world behaved with me in December in a different way with unspoken but UNCIVILIZED excuse that checking must be harder as the time coming nearer for declaration and the they have deeper faith on me!!! Otherwise why have they behaved in December in the course of having sleeping pills in such manner??? Only checking for checking??? Madam and her son must feel shame for their such mentality for not taking care of my brain following other people! my lover in facebook posted bodhon post not just to justify your checking but to misguide me for checking, and she even never tried to do so after November! She and her son as heinously directed their words of arrogance and harassment with unspoken excuse of checking to me several times in December, it affected my subconscious mind and Dhoni in Australia had namely retired from test and all medias stared to convince and to show what it will happen if I will simply give up hope! ......... I have no complain against madam and her son but they as the part of the public are responsible for words appeared in my subconscious mind.
Posted on: Fri, 02 Jan 2015 05:18:28 +0000
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