Question from a The Muslim Mum No Judgement please I would Like remain anonymous I have made my peace now and have moved past it. Simply put I was raped by a relative and it broke our family appart as you would expect. I nolonger talk to my family or have since left my husband as he was no supportive when it happened. I was suppose to keep my mouth shut as it was shameful to the family and simply could not do that and contacted the police and he has been a rrestted and charged. My child is now 1 years old but the problem I have is I dont know if it may have been from rape and I have sink into a bad depression and dont want to look after him no more. I know he is my child but I simply cant bring myself to love him. I make dua everyday for help since this has happened and now has turned into making dua to end my life. It seem to be that it was my fault that he fourced his way into my room while my husband was at work and rapped me. My family tells me that I have to enticed him or flirted with him which I did not. I feel so alone and with no support except from my allah who has been the only I have been to face the day. I feel Like I can nolonger look after my child and want to give him away for adoption. I know its not his fault but I cant change the way I feel. what makes things worse if the fact that no one want to speak about what has happened or give advice or help its shameful and harram. I have not lost faith in islam but I have lost faith in Muslims.
Posted on: Sat, 05 Oct 2013 07:35:39 +0000
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