********** Rant Part 2********** I can smell your lies a mile away!!! I can see right through a BS story. And I can tell who is putting on a show within about a minute of having a conversation with someone. I know who despises themselves. And I know who is in denial. Want to know how I learned this skill? I know because I am a MASTER at doing all of these things! I first learned how to disguise my own damage. I was the MASTER PROJECTOR! I became sooooo good at assuming what other people would be most comfortable with when I would interact with them. I believed that my pain, my struggles, my skeletons in the closet would not and could not ever be loved or accepted. I believed for my whole entire life somehow that I was too damaged, I was too messed up for anyone to ever really get me. Vulnerability was more like a disease to me. If I became vulnerable, I would run the risk of falling apart and becoming weak. In all transparency, for the last two + years of my life, I have spent WAY TO MUCH energy projecting to you all that I have had my shiz together. The more pain I experienced = more denial = more lies = more pain = the more perfect you all thought my life was getting! Telling the truth has been scary for me. Until it wasnt anymore.
Posted on: Thu, 03 Apr 2014 04:15:52 +0000
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