Rant time you know....one of these days youre going to miss me you are going to miss everything about me and you are going to feel the exct way i do now you will miss the things i said the love i gave the effort i put and the support i offered... you will look back and you will die a little inside because you through me away like everyone else when you had promised time and time again that you were different i gave you so much... i gave you my trust my hope my love everything i had from my last dollar it wasent much...i never had much to give...but you said it was the most anyone ever gave you why did i do this? because i loved you...and who knows maybe i still do.... but everytime i sit here...sick to my core emotional to the bone alone... when you promised to be my friend and you couldent even do that?...i drift a little farther away...and i try to hold on...i really do but i initiate every encounter i try to depend on you when im sick or hurting and you get distracted...or choose not to answer...i remember when you use to run to me and do anything and everything you could ask how you could help and really...thats all you ever had to do...now? you dont even do that....it hurts to be here for you and maybe thats my fault for staying...but some small part of me still holds on to who you were...the person who just cared about me...not the person who is so busy with their own life i just sit here...forgotten rant over
Posted on: Sat, 25 Jan 2014 05:35:47 +0000
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