*Reality check* The constant fight between ur mind and heart wen ur heart over takes ur stubborn mind’s decisions.. Wen it seems as if ur mind has a sword and ur heart has a knife.. --------------------------------------------- Many of us have faced this situations in life and only we know how we have dealt with it.. With those uncontrollable tears streaming own ur eyes.. That un-quenching thirst which dries ur throat.. Wen all u need is that tight hug which makes u believe that everything is all right.. Wen u press hard ur voice & ur tears in ur throat so dat no one hears u crying.. hold ur pillow.. crouch and mumble “mumma”.. wen u don’t really need mumma u need dat someone whose rights u have lost.. Now ur brain is shouting.. “Who d hell im thinking abt i am over him..i don’t want him here..!!” Wen ur heart calmly replies.. “You can hide it from the world but not from urself.. u still love him..” And then the heart plays a dirty game.. His face flashes in front of ur eyes and u feel like to delete it but still u don’t want to lose that sight .. One by one the memories come over and conquer ur mind and ur eyes now are flowing like a river.. U want it all back.. Those days wen u felt that u live in cloud nine.. u felt urself as the happiest girl in the world.. Wen u feel the difference between now and then.. Wen u found *Good mawining maah angel* as soon as u open ur eyes.. Now u don’t want to open them.. Coz thre will b nothing more than a silly wallpaper looking at ur dumb swollen face..ur red eyes.. Wen u got ready just to meet him and make him triple in love again.. Now u don’t even tie ur hair properly.. Wen everything seemed so beautifull.. Now everything makes no sense.. Wen u luvd seeing couples and smiled at dem.. Now u hate their sight and actions.. Days seem to crawl and nights seem to be “Never ending..” Lying there ur eyes fixed at the ceiling.. u try to find out what went wrong wen u were having a perfect fairy tale.. & then u realise it was written.. It had to hppen.. “But y me..??” is the question u ask before u burst into tears.. U realise how rudely he threw a stone on ur heart and shattered it into pices.. then ur brain speaks up.. “c dis is wat he did.. what made me go another way..” and then the heart has no reply cuz it just weeping on inside trying to recollect the broken parts.. The pinch of realisation is dreadful.. Wen all ur fake smiles and consolations die inside u.. with the fading memories and permanent scars u try to move on in ur life but every step u take feels like walking on pins.. it is taking u away from the one whom u thought u couldn’t live widout but u r.. each step moves u closer to a deep dark place where nobody wants to go but u r moving.. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- If u the one reading it has not faced it in ur life, u r probably one of the *most luckiest girl..* Treasure ur guy.. he iz one u need the most.. stay blessed.. dont let go.. hold on tight cuz its worth waiting for.. And for those reading this who have faced it.. I can only say that whatever happens..it happens for a reason.. there is sunshine after every rain.. so keep living and keep luving.. an stop the battle between ur heart and mind cuz it will not take u anywhere.. be an inspiration foh others that people can live even if they r shttered into pieces.. :)
Posted on: Thu, 26 Sep 2013 06:00:51 +0000
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