Right now Im recovering from a depressing crying moment because I dont want to go to dialysis. I was there thursday and they had to sick me 3 times before they could hit my vein and damn that shit brought tears to my eyes. I looked at my technician and said, I dont believe I can live with this pain the rest of my life. The technician said my skin is super thick-tuff, I said yes its that military skin. I know youre asking me if Im on the transplant list, no. I was recently told by a surgeon that due to my other health problems I would not be a good candidate for a transplant. I am generally optimistic about most things but I just succumb to the reality that this hurts fo real fo real and Im at the point that its no longer a needle prick more like a nail punch. So Im going with much resistance knowing that God got me once again. So Im asking for yall to pray for me to keep my courage
Posted on: Sat, 16 Aug 2014 19:49:28 +0000
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